About Me

My Journey

Like many of you, I felt different as a child. There was always this underlying sadness and feeling like I didn’t belong here. I didn’t feel like I fit in. Like I lived in the world but was not of it. The way people acted around me left me scratching my head more often than not.

I always had compassion for all the pain and suffering I saw growing up. I certainly wasn't free from experiencing it. As I walked through life, I had lots of it piled on. Sometimes it felt like I was in a dream and had no way out. The rage and anger I saw and experienced never made sense to me. It was like it was a foreign concept that I just couldn't understand and it bore deep into my Soul. I felt very dis-empowered and fragile, and seldom struck back.

I was married and divorced twice, had five beautiful children (one mentally handicapped), helped farm 1,000 acres, started a bread company putting in 14 to 16-hour days, was mother, nurse, wife, lover, entrepreneur, taxi driver, go-fer, vet, farm hand and everything in between. I had bought into life and was losing myself. I was working myself into the ground, and I broke.

While lying in the bathtub sobbing, I asked to be taken so I could go home. I began to feel energy building in the room. As I looked to the left, I saw the colors in the tiles begin to shift and take on a form. What appeared was a silhouette of Jesus. It started to flow unconditional love into every cell of my body. I traced the figure in awe wondering how such a thing could happen, and then looked forward where a silhouette of Mother Mary appeared. She also started sending unconditional love, which I gratefully accepted. It was there when I remembered I had something very important to do and that it wasn't an accident that I was here. I had asked to be.

I started looking into spirituality when the church couldn't answer my questions anymore. I began to explore. Little by little I began to unravel the tight spaces I had created. I began to see all the misaligned thoughts and self-limiting creations I had designed and called life, and I thirst for more. I read, studied, and listened to anything I could get my hands on and called out into the Universe to teach me things that weren't in books. Things that I needed to experience firsthand, and the Universe responded.

It showed me the Universal Energy Field and how every living thing was surrounded with a life force that is not seen with the naked eye. How every single thing on the planet is uniquely individual, yet all energy fields come together to make the One Universal Energy Field. And I was shown how everything has its part to play in the world. No one thing more important than another. All independent and yet inter-connected. Woven together in a tapestry of palpable beauty and abundance. I was shown colors that don't exist in our reality. How everything has consciousness and exudes light, sound and frequency. I had never experienced such joy and awe and I hungered for more.

I studied Hands on Healing while trying to heal my body from the abuse I had put it through. Pushing it to the limits with my work, and all the mis creations of thought I held. Those thoughts then manifesting as illness and discomfort (issues) within my body. I had visions during many sessions, and knew healing was something that I had done in many lifetimes before. Through my study of healing modalities, I Soon knew that what I was to do was to just be open. To let my past life remembrance, and the energy of the Creator create a trinity of knowing with myself along with the Soul of the person giving permission to do the work. We can't heal anybody. We are just holding the space and helping them to align energetically while they choose their part and path. Within that miracles can occur.

I saw the different energy bodies that the human holds and learned about the chakras and how they connect to the planets and the Central Sun. How we are a multi-dimensional, Galactic/Universal Being living in a human form. I was shown that the Universe is inside and part of us. We are not separate.

I soon realized that my husband and I could no longer stay married. It was very evident that we both needed to go our separate ways. I moved off the farm and into my own world.

I was urged to look into a mystery school and began a journey of understanding the many religions and belief systems of the world understanding that there is no one path to God, but literally thousands. I dove into an ever-expanding journey into exploring the unknown and yet all too familiar, and graduated as an Interfaith Minister.

A wonderful Indigenous man came into my life and we formed a beautiful friendship. He taught me about lay lines, vortexes and grid systems on the Earth. He showed where the land cried out because of the mining and construction, drilling and pollution and showed me how to clear and heal those areas. He taught me about the Rock people and the Tree Beings and how every living thing had a voice. He said we had forgotten our connection with nature, and that our Mother was saddened because of that disconnection. He showed me how to clear the water and food we eat of the pollutants created by thought, chemicals and the fear of the animal. Then how to infuse and charge it with love and gratitude to raise its vibration. He taught me endless amounts of information of which I am eternally grateful, but most importantly he taught me reverence for all life.   www.tetonrainbows.com

I began to commune with the Earth. I felt her heart beat and started taking responsibility and working with what I was being asked to do. I was called to stay on Mt. Shasta. While in ceremony I was asked to lay in the middle of a ceremonial circle while the rest drummed around me. I journeyed into Middle Earth. There I saw all the animals I believed to be extinct as well as civilizations no longer here. I saw all the beings that we believed to be mythical creatures and fairy tales. I was shown how we have lived and experienced all kingdoms and was shown a time when I was a Willow tree. I went into that consciousness and experienced how the elements hold and work with all knowledge and abilities. And how the Universal knowledge is blown through the wind, sun and water (all elements). Even through photosynthesis. I was shown why the willow tree was used for a sweat lodge because of its ability to hold water which in turn holds intention (as water holds intention). I felt how sacred the Willow was to the Indigenous peoples. I saw the Elementals and was shown how they are the builders of form on the earth. And was shown our disconnection from them, and how for protection many had gone inside the Earth.

I was then given messages about my purpose here. Within it I was told that I would always be supported and protected and that I was deeply loved. In reality I had forgotten who I was and why I was here, as had most people. In this lifetime part of my gift of service was to help people remember their truth. To wake up and help bring down the walls of forgetfulness that we have all had put in place.

After my youngest child left the nest, I knew it was time for me to sell my house and take off for the unknown. It was time for me to start the second part of my mission.

I moved in with a beautiful, kind, and loving man from Sedona Arizona, and began a relationship. In the bringing up to the surface energy of Sedona, we became perfect mirrors for one another and were able to heal issues on many levels that we held around relationship. Even going into other lifetimes. He gave me the space and acceptance I needed to re-align with my truth and gain back the power and energy I had given away to the men in my life.

I had called out for a different kind of man to come to me in relationship so that I could experience healing of my heart towards all the injustices I felt had been created by the masculine towards the feminine and the Earth. The fighting the warring, the control, the constant destruction of the planet. I looked it all in the face. Then I looked at my own mis-creational thoughts that helped put into motion the untruth of what a man should be. Of how he should act. How he shouldn't show emotion. I then saw how both sexes have been tethered into untrue rolls which then created the imbalance that we have experienced for several thousand years. 

A friend from Holland came to stay in Sedona for several months. We were called together by the Galactic Federation (a group of star beings who are here to oversee the earth and her peoples rise through the ascension process.) to start a journey of unimaginable depth into the truth that I had been seeking. Constantly we were asked to go beyond our comfort zones. To work past our belief systems. We then went even deeper into the unknown. Many days we worked up to 14 hours. Often, I broke and refused to go any further. It took a lot of looking deep within myself, and sometimes it was excruciating. I saw how backwards we have been taught, and how many untruths we all hold. I saw how much judging we all do and I wondered if I would ever work through and past it all.

I began to understand that the more I thought I knew, the more that I know nothing. It has been some of the hardest work I have ever done, and yet I would not have traded a minute of it. We were taught about the Diamond Light which was information that Magdalene and Jesus held and Iris was to write about, as it is information that would help Humanity move into their new consciousness, and help people to activate their Star Seeds. The name of the book is "Diamond Light Awareness" www.diamondlightenergy.com .

I traveled to many places exploring and downloading their particular energies while doing work that I was guided to do on the land. Mostly it was activating and clearing water. To be and share love, and to remember and clear past lives re-activating the gifts from those life times that I lived into this now time.

It first started within the United states and then I was asked to travel to Israel where I walked with Jesus, Mother Mary and Magdalene. There I saw great poverty and separation between the peoples as there are so many religions in such a small piece of land. There was a lot of warring and darkness there. Yet the land held such history and beauty. As I visited the olive trees where Jesus and Magdalene often sat together It was the first time a tree spoke to me. It was also the first time that I saw the power of group meditation, and how animals interact with human consciousness.

Hawaii was where the whales showed me their babies, and I swam with the dolphins. The dolphins threw sacred geometric codes from their tales as they moved through the water. It is also there where I had my first encounter with the Star Beings while swimming in the Ocean. First coming to me as see-through Manta Rays, and then forming their true bodies. It is also where I met the Goddess Pele' and experienced the energies of the Elementals of the land

In Sedona, Arizona where I was contacted by several Bigfoots, and introduced to the beings that live within nature. It was there where the first City of Light was anchored in. Sedona was also where I had many experiences and interactions with space ships and Star people.

To Kauai where the second City of Light was anchored in. It was there that I was connected in to nature at a far deeper level by the ancient grandmother island.

Mexico where we did water activations under the churches and worked with the Mayan energies at the pyramids, seeing past lives and helping to release Souls that were stuck.

Holland where I saw and experienced a melting pot of different peoples of different Nationalities coming together and caring how they used the Earths precious resources. How they lived a more basic lifestyle, and it felt healthier.

Germany where we learned a lot more about the Elementals and their roles and saw how they and the people there were stuck in war consciousness and stuck in time. There we were asked to help clear the darkness imprinted on the people from Hitlers rule.

England where I and two others were asked to do work at Glastonbury reopening Avalon and activating the Tor. That was also where another City of Light was anchored in.

Scotland where I explored the Islands of Iona where Magdalene and Jesus conceived a child and Mull where they birthed it, clearing and activating wells and springs where ever I was led bringing back the workings of the Goddess.

Into France to follow the Magdalene and Isis trail, and activate the six-pointed Star of Bethlehem and the reawakening of the Dragons.

I was sent to Europe to collect 4 stones that were to be brought back together at this time for the anchoring in of the Cities of Light and to help those who experience them to remember what they came here to do. To awaken their gifts.

To Ireland to clear the energies through a ley line into Glastonbury for the activation of the City of Light, clear land imprints, and activate the waters.

In all places walked I shared my energy to the land and people. And in return the people and the land downloaded me to bring back energies to share. Everything is reciprocal. 

I tell these stories because they are my credentials. I have no P.H.D. behind my name. I have gone to no college or trade school. I certainly haven't had famous teachers, or followed any gurus.

I'm a normal everyday person who has had a number of jobs, from a mother, to a cook, to a house cleaner, to working in a packing plant, to having my own bread company. I have not led a glamorous life, nor a painless one. It is a life that has been uniquely designed to bring me to this point. None of it has been a mistake. It has been my own unique pathway to becoming who I am today. I have lived a wonderful life of variety and had many amazing experiences that have opened my up farther than I ever once dreamed possible.

I heard a calling of my Soul to find the truth, and I simply chose to respond letting the universe lead the way. Something that any one of us can do.

All of this I feel was so that I could awaken, and help serve those who feel called to awaken to their truth as well. Everything we learn and experience is a pathway for others to open to their own experiences and follow. This is why I am here to offer my services. I hope that I can help many of you on your journey.  Blessings and abundant light,  Barbara